I admit it. I’ve never really loved Christmas. I have been in deep like with the holiday for years but cannot elevate to the next level. I usually manage to suck it up and deal with but this year seems different. In fact it doesn’t even seem like Christmas at all. I don’t know what’s missing, but something apparently is.
I dread the thought of going shopping and carols make me sick. What is wrong with me? Could the turmoil of the last three months be catching up? Is there anyone else out there who just cannot wait for this to be over?
We anticipate and wait for something for so long and then its over. Not so bad, but when you’re dreading it so much it seems like such a waste. If only there were a way to boost our spirits and move us through times like this in a happier way it might be easier, might…
Christmas aside life is good. Growing, learning. Learning, growing. I think one day I might get it. Zen that is.
-Carolyn
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December 5, 2007 at 9:11 pm
Christmas like Zen is about life and love in your heart.